System-Living Self

Pt. 1 of 3 - Cultural Reorganization Establishing Alien Tact Over Reality

As a child I leaned into CREATOR Devotion because it was taught as synonymous with good.

I made myself believe CREATOR because my body told me ritual days felt like good therapy.

On the plus side, ritual days stifled my toxic masculinity. Not necessarily because of the commands that were given but because of how much they encouraged just . talking . shit . out .



Pt. 2 of 3 - National Education/Socialization Experimental System

The NESES (pronounced “neh-sees”) is the newest and most advanced ideology in the System-Living era!

Because of its very demanding training, it can be exececuted on a loop for 8 hours a day, 9 months out of the year. That is literally 10 times as much time as any ritualy gets to heard moral cattle.

If we’re being honest they should have another E in their acronym for EEEeefficient!! No, but for real, it took me at least 20 minutes to calculate approximately how much more time people spend in NESES training than in ritualies.

What I’m trying to say is if CREATOR Devotion is a vinyl disc, the NESES is a CD-ROM.



Pt. 3 of 3 - User-Oriented Experience

Basically I was told by the NESES that I’m a good user by being given higher quality language training than most.

And now we’re here, and this is what I love. And I know love is simply a matter of proximity over time but this is my love and I love it.

So now, after a chance to distance myself, the thoughts that have bloomed slowly for a score and one year roam free and explore.

To clarify, true cerebral freedom lies outside the bounds of both CREATOR Devotion and life within the NESES.

System-Living is an overbearing oxymoron of epic proportions and I’d be lying if I said I don’t feel impeded upon; and you should too.

Keaton Goodman